snowblindrpg | [network] @ADMIN; Arrival

You did it because it was the right thing to do, yeah? And it was. Followed the rules, and he would have died.

I don't follow the rules either, but I am not a do-gooder. That is not to say that I never do good, and there are people who benefit from what I do, at home. But I am not a noble figure, at the end of the day. It is a nasty fucking business that I work in, filled to the brim with people willing to do nasty fucking things, and I'm one of 'em.

[It's not self-hatred or guilt that motivates him to say this - no I'm a bad guy, and everyone should hate me because I don't deserve any better. On the contrary, he sounds incredibly matter-of-fact.]

I'm sure it is. And you know what? I don't care. If I find you bleeding on my doorstep, I'll help you anyway.

[Her tone is just as matter-of-fact as is his. She's not new to this. She saved the life of the man who kidnapped her.]

I don't really care either, who you are back home, as it doesn't affect me. It's none of my business. What matters is here and now, getting out of this place.

I'm not telling you that you shouldn't. And the rest - yeah.

[He feels the same.]

[That actually makes her laugh, if a tiny bit bitterly.]

It'd be incredibly self-sacrificial of you to tell me I shouldn't.

[And apparently there are some of these around here - Watson, for starters. But Claire doesn't really believe in self-sacrifice. It's selfish. If you can get help, get it.

And in another world, back home, she'd be a lot more wary of him. But here, all she can do is try to get help, herself, and Alfie is definitely the kind of man that is resourceful and intelligent enough to bring it.]

I'm glad we agree.

You're not a bad sort, Claire Temple.

Thank you. [Another smile.] I'll say you're not so bad yourself, with the caveat of, you know, your criminal past.

[With that caveat, she likes what she's hearing so far.]

It's my criminal present and future, as well; let's make that clear.

What I don't know doesn't bother me.

But now you do know, don't you.

Not really. I don't know what you do, back home, nor do I care to. Plausible deniability.

That is generally the position I ask superheroes and law enforcement to take. Yes.

[But she's neither.]

I'm happy to take it as well, even if I'm neither of these things.

If you like. Yeah.

I would.

All right, then. No business talk.

Excellent. Business talk is only boring anyway.

You prefer personal conversation?

I prefer whatever conversation that doesn't incriminate anyone. If it's got to be personal, then so be it.

You know, lots of people talk about the best people to talk to are bartenders, but they're wrong. The best are nurses; we've got the same kind of oath as doctors do, but without the superiority complex.

Are superiority complexes a problem with doctors where you're from? Must be a twenty-first century thing.

Very much is. Not all of them have it, mind you, and they certainly know how to hide it in front of patients, but in front of us...it's another story. We're only lowly nurses. Some of them even talk around us like we're not even in the room.

Because you're a nurse, or because you're a woman?

Good question. Both, I think. It tends to be men that act this way, although women are not immune to it. Some of them treat us perfectly right, though.

Should this count as business talk? [She raises an eyebrow, smirking.]

Mm, a bit. You can pick another topic, then.

Is there anything personal you'd be willing to discuss?

Ask and you'll find out.

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