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[personal profile] fiftheclipse 2018-04-26 05:13 pm (UTC)(link)
... Don't promote them too much. The friends you gotta pay for aren't exactly...

[No wait that's a bad topic. Isn't Vanitas a kid?]

But you got a point, there. I don't want anyone seeing this stuff I've got in front of me. Or becoming like that...
darkincrement: reactionicons (☠I'm listening)

[personal profile] darkincrement 2018-04-27 01:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ Just going to laugh at that. ]

I stick with them. That's payment enough.

[ Yup. He just said that. He could imagine Billy demanding for a refund. ]

And what are you seeing?

[ YEAH Lets make it about Jumpy. ]
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same warnings from toplevel are probably continuing forever idk

[personal profile] fiftheclipse 2018-04-27 12:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[That's a good joke, though.]

Right. They'd probably be lost without you.

[But they're getting serious again, huh?

He looks up once again. Not quite able to look at those in the cells across from him, his focus gets lost somewhere in the space between. He doesn't want this. He doesn't want to be back on that replica ship. Well, no, maybe he would. Knowing what he knows now... Maybe he could prevent this. Should he, though? ... That part's even more sickening. Part of him can't care enough. Part of him would be fine with letting them die all over again. And yet everything he's gone through since that day has been from how much he hated it?
]

It's just.. Death. Everyone across from me is.. No, that's not right. It's not them. Not anymore. Just chunks of.. meat... It's disgusting. There's no way anyone would think they used to be people...
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o7

[personal profile] darkincrement 2018-04-27 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There's a part of him that wonders how true that is. Billy is a hero, which means he might be pretty self sacrificial without him. While Gabriel...]

That's why I have to make it back to them.

[ It sounds lame to his own ears to say it out loud. He does have to get back to them. He isn't sure if they would be waiting, but...

He wants to see them.

The part about meat and dead bodies is interesting. He isn't sure if it's this place inspiring it or where Junpei is from. ]


Something you've seen before?
fiftheclipse: (☆Humans aren't as beautiful as I thought)

[personal profile] fiftheclipse 2018-04-28 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
... Yeah.

A little over a year ago. These two guys had been forced to swallow bombs. When they went off, let's just say it wasn't pretty. Everything strewn all over... Dripping down the walls... Burnt... Rotting... And that smell...

[... Wait. Yeah. The smell... That's not here, is it? It's not. His mind might be tricking him into thinking he has a fever, but it's not doing that much extra.

... It's a ground. Just like the other's voice. He'll take it.
]

I wish I knew why telling myself it's not real isn't making a difference...
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[personal profile] darkincrement 2018-04-30 04:25 pm (UTC)(link)
There's not much anyone can do to fight it.

[ And then he's going to laugh because he can not believe this is going to leave his mouth. ]

Either focus on why it can't be real or focus on what's waiting for you when you're out of here.

[ It's the second part that gets to him, but it's helping to keep him grounded. ]

What would it take to make bombs like that?
fiftheclipse: (12096170)

[personal profile] fiftheclipse 2018-04-30 04:49 pm (UTC)(link)
... That part's easy. It can't be real because the people who did it aren't here.

[Which.. actually doesn't help. He'd feel better if they were. As long as they weren't locked up, as well.]

I don't really know how they made em, so money's my guess.
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cw: Brief mention of the surgeries from noisy black event.

[personal profile] darkincrement 2018-04-30 06:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Good news, there's no money here. [ He almost snorts after saying it. ] Just snow, dead bodies, and drugs.

[ Leaning his head back against the barrier.]

Oh yeah, there's also jello cups. I never had them before I came here. [ He says it quietly. ] Had a lot of firsts here, actually.

[ He doesn't want to really want to share too much. Talking is easier and it's something to focus on. ]

It's better this time. We aren't the ones playing doctor.
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[personal profile] fiftheclipse 2018-04-30 06:26 pm (UTC)(link)
And I don't suppose those drugs are gonna pay the heating bills for the other buildings?

[Junpei.. hasn't had as many firsts. Being kidnapped, separated from the most important person in his life, surrounded by so little hope, having no way to help as others died, even dying himself. They've all happened before, just like the hallucinations. ... Maybe it's part of why this town hasn't broken him yet.]

You know, I'd agree with you most days. But somehow I'm getting the feeling playing the patient's gonna be even worse.
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[personal profile] darkincrement 2018-05-01 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
If only.

[ Imagine how different the arguing and stealing of prescriptions would be if the spiders were also involved. ]

There would be more buildings with heat.

[ Or maybe less since they are low. But details. ]

I was on the other end before, and I know I would rather be cut to pieces.
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[personal profile] fiftheclipse 2018-05-01 02:07 am (UTC)(link)
...

Rather than hurt someone else...

No, I can't go for that. Even if it might save someone.. That's still saying it's alright to hurt everyone who's in here with us, instead. If it were just me or you, maybe. But haven't the others been through enough?
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[personal profile] darkincrement 2018-05-01 06:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Even if the others weren't here, he wouldn't let us. He wants to fix us, remember?

[ Looking at the lines on his skin. ]

There's proof sitting right here that death won't fix it. [ The spiders can remove all other filth, but not the lines. ] Unless he has a way of keeping us permanently like that.

[ Which he might... ]
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cw for suicide except not really? idk man. context.

[personal profile] fiftheclipse 2018-05-02 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
Permanently?

... I'd volunteer for it. The way this place seems to work, I wouldn't be so sure that's a bad thing.

Just gotta figure out how to come back to get all of you after.
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cw for encouraging suicide/self sacrifice

[personal profile] darkincrement 2018-05-02 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe one of the nice static people will listen to you request.

[ Not even going to stop him if he wants to be dumb. ]

You could try drowning yourself in the toilet.

fiftheclipse: (12244126)

[personal profile] fiftheclipse 2018-05-02 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
... It's gonna take a lot more alcohol than we got in this cell block, before my face is going there.
darkincrement: neonlightshow@lj (☠thumbs up)

[personal profile] darkincrement 2018-05-03 12:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ Laughing in response. PRIORITIES ]

Guess you're stuck then.
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[personal profile] fiftheclipse 2018-05-03 01:05 am (UTC)(link)
[Look. Wanting to avoid a face full of toilet water is a totally valid priority.]

Not like I'm in a rush.

But I mean it. If there's a way that bypasses that whole morgue respawn point thing, someone's gotta try it. It might be the only way back to where we came from.