howdull: (happy] amused)

[personal profile] howdull 2018-04-23 03:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[Stephen already knows that he jumped so he sees no reason to reiterate it now, though it's interesting to note that he did eventually go in as well.]

I wonder how many of us managed to survive until the end of that particular experiment, one way or another.
thewarningafter: (griefbeard | snark | Kamar-Taj-y)

[personal profile] thewarningafter 2018-04-24 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
I'd tell you if I'd been around to see it. Remind me to put it on the census.
howdull: (deduce] mind palace)

[personal profile] howdull 2018-04-27 08:15 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, do that, it would be useful to have solid numbers in case of future separation and experimentation.
thewarningafter: (griefbeard | unease | confused with tea)

[personal profile] thewarningafter 2018-05-01 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, no one's going to answer that if I pose it as a question to the network.
howdull: (Default)

[personal profile] howdull 2018-05-03 08:27 am (UTC)(link)
Why not? The need behind the question is rational enough.

[Surely people aren't that stupid.]
thewarningafter: (griefbeard | neutral | such scruff)

[personal profile] thewarningafter 2018-05-06 09:00 pm (UTC)(link)
People didn't even want their names on it when I first started. Rational has nothing to do with it.
howdull: (sad] sulk)

[personal profile] howdull 2018-05-07 01:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Idiots.

[It's muttered half under his breath.]

I'm always surrounded by idiots.
thewarningafter: (griefbeard | skeptical | Hamir tho)

[personal profile] thewarningafter 2018-05-08 12:12 am (UTC)(link)
[Stephen huffs out a little laugh.]

I'm not disagreeing with you.
howdull: (deduce] explaining)

[personal profile] howdull 2018-05-09 08:16 am (UTC)(link)
[The laugh tells him that Stephen is no longer as agitated as he was at the beginning of the conversation, and that's good.]

Why would you? I'm right.
thewarningafter: (griefbeard | action | book)

[personal profile] thewarningafter 2018-05-10 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
[It doesn't occur to Stephen that Sherlock might care whether he's agitated.]

I could conceivably worry about whether you're including me in that assessment, but....

[He shrugs.]

Wouldn't matter.

[Because he'd be wrong and Stephen has no reason to doubt his own intelligence.]
howdull: (neutral] deerstalker)

[personal profile] howdull 2018-05-10 08:51 am (UTC)(link)
Of course it wouldn't. My opinion of you has no impact on what you really are, something that a lot of people fail to grasp.

[It's why he doesn't care, generally, what other people think of him. He knows who he is, and their judgement changes nothing.]
thewarningafter: (griefbeard | sad | doorstep)

[personal profile] thewarningafter 2018-05-10 04:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[But he'd like people, including Sherlock, to confirm for him how brilliant he is. Just because he knows already doesn't mean he doesn't like hearing it from others.

But he can pretend he doesn't mind.
]

Exactly.

Any thoughts on what comes next?
howdull: (watson] dream team)

[personal profile] howdull 2018-05-13 09:21 am (UTC)(link)
Torture, likely.

[It's not something he's looking forward to, but he can't say that he sees a way to avoid it.]

So far this scenario shares some commonality with the 'converts' in the tower, I'm sure we can expect to be tortured in a similar manner.
thewarningafter: (griefbeard | unease | confused with tea)

[personal profile] thewarningafter 2018-05-13 03:46 pm (UTC)(link)
...Yeah.

[Ask an obvious question, get an obvious answer. Stephen draws in a deep, careful breath, letting it back out equally slowly.]

Assuming he has control of the nanomachines we won't be able to effectively fight back when they come for us. That's how it was there.
howdull: (deduce] into the palace)

[personal profile] howdull 2018-05-16 08:06 am (UTC)(link)
We try anyway.

[It's not usually in him to give rousing speeches, but he'll be damned if he goes to torture without a fight.]

And if we fail, then we observe what we can for later analysis.
thewarningafter: (griefbeard | sad | Pangborn's file)

[personal profile] thewarningafter 2018-05-17 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, yeah.

[Frankly, Stephen doesn't think he'd have it in him to go quietly even if he wanted to. He just hopes he can hold it together well enough to fight effectively.]

Have you ever been tortured before?
howdull: (confusion] bwuh?)

[personal profile] howdull 2018-05-19 01:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[Is there a point to lying here? But admitting the truth is giving vulnerability out, and he hates that, so he'll go with the truth in a lighter tone.]

Naturally, you have met me, haven't you?
thewarningafter: (griefbeard | unease | staying calm)

[personal profile] thewarningafter 2018-05-23 06:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[Stephen lets out a hopeless little huff of laughter at that.]

Guess I don't have to pretend I have any advice for you, then.
howdull: (deduce] distraction)

[personal profile] howdull 2018-05-28 08:23 am (UTC)(link)
Even if you did, I'm afraid that I've proven myself rather incapable of taking advice.

[He sounds half amused.]

But I may have some advice for you. Sleep now, while you have the opportunity, you'll be grateful of the extra strength later.
thewarningafter: (griefbeard | sad | doorstep)

[personal profile] thewarningafter 2018-05-31 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
Nice thought, but I'm not much for sleeping these days.

[Still, he lets his head rest back against the wall. It's not the worst idea. It feels like the worst idea because so much in him is screaming that he needs to stay ready, stay present, stay prepared...but there's nothing to be done in the interim. If he could sleep, now would be the time. Meditation, perhaps. He could probably do that much.]