[network] Event: Long & Lost [NIGHT 217]

[snowblindmods]

it's been so long between the words we spoke
will you be there up on the shore, I hope

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[darkincrement]

I have considered it.
I don't have the luxury to be terrified of my own desires.
I have to learn to not be afraid of anything.
It's the only way to survive.

[circumsutus]

What controls you? If you don't care about the fear of punishment, what binds you to the laws of this world? Why not just give in to Madness and destroy everything you see?

[darkincrement]

I have to get Ventus back.
After that I'll open the way.

[ He gets angry at himself for answering it. For being weak enough to fall under this place's pull. ]

[circumsutus]

Fear of losing someone you care about.

[darkincrement]

[ That throws him off. He drops the tablet.

Then he finds himself picking it up again. Staring at the words from the screen. His hands move on their own as he responds. He hates this place. ]

I hate him.
He's weak. I will kill him.
But I need him.
I miss him.
He needs to get strong enough or I'll kill him.

[circumsutus]

Strong enough for what? Strong enough to kill you?

[darkincrement]

It's the only way to stop the pain. I can go back being part of him, but I'll be the one in control.

[circumsutus]

Are you sure?

[darkincrement]

It's what the Master says.
What I've been training for my whole life.

[ Which is just four years but details. ]

[circumsutus]

That's not what I asked.

[darkincrement]

Is there anyone you've grown to care for here?

[circumsutus]

No.

[darkincrement]

Then you have nothing to fear.