Alphonse Elric (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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snowblindrpg2017-05-24 04:08 pm
armoured) wrote in snowblindrpg2017-05-24 04:08 pm
[network] @LELRIC; audio; night 242 [open]
Uh, hey everyone.
[Someone sounds sort of sheepish, mostly to hide the distress that comes from being on the receiving end of being revived.]
I wish I could say that I'd died doing something really worthwhile to help out, but I didn't, it was an anomaly. But I'm-- I'm okay now, I can't even figure out what I've lost. I've tried thinking through all my life but none of my memories seem to be gone, and I've still got all my senses, and I still look like me. I'm kind of scared that there isn't a cost, that would mean they're getting more powerful. Maybe they even have a bigger stone? Maybe they've sacrificed more people?!
[There's a brief pause, and then a more subdued voice continues.]
Okay, so-- maybe I figured it out after all, please forget what I said then. I didn't mean to talk about it so publicly where anyone could hear, especially not when the Admin really might be using philosopher's stones to resurrect people!
[Damn it! Again!]
I mean... I don't think I can lie, and it's like I'm just speaking without getting to think about it first, which is really awkward! What if I end up having a conversation with someone and I don't want to say something to them, and it comes out anyway? What if I tell Steph that I think she's really pretty? OH! Oh no...
[Someone sounds sort of sheepish, mostly to hide the distress that comes from being on the receiving end of being revived.]
I wish I could say that I'd died doing something really worthwhile to help out, but I didn't, it was an anomaly. But I'm-- I'm okay now, I can't even figure out what I've lost. I've tried thinking through all my life but none of my memories seem to be gone, and I've still got all my senses, and I still look like me. I'm kind of scared that there isn't a cost, that would mean they're getting more powerful. Maybe they even have a bigger stone? Maybe they've sacrificed more people?!
[There's a brief pause, and then a more subdued voice continues.]
Okay, so-- maybe I figured it out after all, please forget what I said then. I didn't mean to talk about it so publicly where anyone could hear, especially not when the Admin really might be using philosopher's stones to resurrect people!
[Damn it! Again!]
I mean... I don't think I can lie, and it's like I'm just speaking without getting to think about it first, which is really awkward! What if I end up having a conversation with someone and I don't want to say something to them, and it comes out anyway? What if I tell Steph that I think she's really pretty? OH! Oh no...
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[At the end of his tether, at least for today, he hangs up.]