Alphonse Elric (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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snowblindrpg2017-05-24 04:08 pm
armoured) wrote in snowblindrpg2017-05-24 04:08 pm
[network] @LELRIC; audio; night 242 [open]
Uh, hey everyone.
[Someone sounds sort of sheepish, mostly to hide the distress that comes from being on the receiving end of being revived.]
I wish I could say that I'd died doing something really worthwhile to help out, but I didn't, it was an anomaly. But I'm-- I'm okay now, I can't even figure out what I've lost. I've tried thinking through all my life but none of my memories seem to be gone, and I've still got all my senses, and I still look like me. I'm kind of scared that there isn't a cost, that would mean they're getting more powerful. Maybe they even have a bigger stone? Maybe they've sacrificed more people?!
[There's a brief pause, and then a more subdued voice continues.]
Okay, so-- maybe I figured it out after all, please forget what I said then. I didn't mean to talk about it so publicly where anyone could hear, especially not when the Admin really might be using philosopher's stones to resurrect people!
[Damn it! Again!]
I mean... I don't think I can lie, and it's like I'm just speaking without getting to think about it first, which is really awkward! What if I end up having a conversation with someone and I don't want to say something to them, and it comes out anyway? What if I tell Steph that I think she's really pretty? OH! Oh no...
[Someone sounds sort of sheepish, mostly to hide the distress that comes from being on the receiving end of being revived.]
I wish I could say that I'd died doing something really worthwhile to help out, but I didn't, it was an anomaly. But I'm-- I'm okay now, I can't even figure out what I've lost. I've tried thinking through all my life but none of my memories seem to be gone, and I've still got all my senses, and I still look like me. I'm kind of scared that there isn't a cost, that would mean they're getting more powerful. Maybe they even have a bigger stone? Maybe they've sacrificed more people?!
[There's a brief pause, and then a more subdued voice continues.]
Okay, so-- maybe I figured it out after all, please forget what I said then. I didn't mean to talk about it so publicly where anyone could hear, especially not when the Admin really might be using philosopher's stones to resurrect people!
[Damn it! Again!]
I mean... I don't think I can lie, and it's like I'm just speaking without getting to think about it first, which is really awkward! What if I end up having a conversation with someone and I don't want to say something to them, and it comes out anyway? What if I tell Steph that I think she's really pretty? OH! Oh no...
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Okay, yeah, bad idea. [ What does he even say to any of this? ] First, you already push yourself so hard to do something good with your life that I'm pretty sure you've made up for like, all the bad things three or four people here have done. And second - I don't blame you. I wish some people would come back too. But it feels bad.
I can talk to you later if you don't wanna blab things at me, Al, just say the word.
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[Help him!]
You're really kind, though, it's easy to see why people call you a hero.
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Hey, hey. Let's not get too crazy. [ He says, mostly joking. ] I'm just glad you're alive. I'll check up on you again soon, okay? I don't want to make you scared.
Just turn your tablet off if people try to be jerks to you.
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[He sounds so morose.]
This sucks, Mr. Barton!