[Castiel is long and weirdly stressed, and he's tired of this argument and tired of him treating himself like this. He sighs.]
I still hate this. You're a person and that's not going to change in my mind, and I'm not going to stop thinking it's fucked up that you're not allowed to question or doubt, or that you can just be tossed aside when God's done. I already want to help Winter go back the way she was before, so you're not going to hear me telling you to renounce your ways and go back to being God's humble, abiding servant, either.
[And while his loss fuels most of that, pitching his words to the concern and upset behind them, it's the larger effect pressing at people tonight that draws the next bit.]
... I just hope you won't stop talking to me because of it. I won't make you stick around right now if you want to hang up, but after that.
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[Castiel is long and weirdly stressed, and he's tired of this argument and tired of him treating himself like this. He sighs.]
I still hate this. You're a person and that's not going to change in my mind, and I'm not going to stop thinking it's fucked up that you're not allowed to question or doubt, or that you can just be tossed aside when God's done. I already want to help Winter go back the way she was before, so you're not going to hear me telling you to renounce your ways and go back to being God's humble, abiding servant, either.
[And while his loss fuels most of that, pitching his words to the concern and upset behind them, it's the larger effect pressing at people tonight that draws the next bit.]
... I just hope you won't stop talking to me because of it. I won't make you stick around right now if you want to hang up, but after that.