i've had reminders an support systems before i've been cleared n declared sane by the doctors more times than i can count so i must be stoppin myself from gettin better. because when i see him, or hear him talk ta me, gettin better dont matter
and even when i can think clearly about this like now its still scary because i still believe he loves me an i love him
(cw: partner abuse, mental health)
youre a smart kid, ya know that
i've had reminders an support systems before
i've been cleared n declared sane by the doctors more times than i can count
so i must be stoppin myself from gettin better. because when i see him, or hear him talk ta me, gettin better dont matter
and even when i can think clearly about this
like now
its still scary
because i still believe he loves me
an i love him
and hes here in this town somewhere
jeezum, talk about pathetic, huh?