[network] @r_m; A Message [DAY 441; open]

[snowblindmods]

I hope you've had fun.

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[snowblindmods]

I can't give you memories that weren't made.

[warriorscribe]

But you can give us something like it. You were recording. I know you must have been, you always are.

[snowblindmods]

I'm not going to show it to you.

[warriorscribe]

Why not, if we only have a week left in the first place and you're so certain we won't survive it?

[snowblindmods]

You all think me very cruel, but I have my limits.

@magenta2; text

[himalayanyeti]

fuck you give enoch what he wants stop being shitty

youve already done enough

asshole

[snowblindmods]

It would be cruelty without purpose.

[himalayanyeti]

the purpose is he asked actually

[snowblindmods]

And I said no.

[himalayanyeti]

what makes you think you can just say no and be a dick about nothinng at all

[warriorscribe]

My not remembering doesn't erase that it happened. You're all but admitting using me for something terrible- and I'm not convinced it isn't again.

I want to know what it is. I understand it will be upsetting, apparently even so to you. I still choose to ask for it.

[snowblindmods]

I try not to harm people without some purpose in mind. This is pointless.

[warriorscribe]

It is not. The purpose is that I have a right to know what you did to me, and so does everyone else down there.

Only show it to those who ask, if you're so concerned, but don't pretend you're somehow better for forcing me to forget - or never remember - in the first place. Because whatever happened that you won't show me still happened because of you.

[snowblindmods]

[There is no response.]

[warriorscribe]

[After waiting a while...]

You can't hide from your conscience forever.