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Flynn Carsen [The Librarian - Movieverse] ([personal profile] cahooted) wrote in [community profile] snowblindrpg2018-04-03 05:19 pm

[network] @librarian; video; Night 344 [open]

[So here goes. He can't say he's looking forward to this but then again people weren't looking forward to having parts of their soul ripped away from them either, were they.

Flynn's voice is quiet, maybe a bit rough around the edges and missing its usual, energetic touch, but firm.]


I, uh. Hi.

[Well, that's off to a great start already. He sighs.]

I once told one of my professors that all I wanted to do is learn. That it is what I'm good at, where I feel most like myself. I always thought learning is the greatest thing in the universe and I never would have thought that I could ever use it to...

[He stops for a moment, frowning.]

... I like to think that I would never have done any of this if things were... different and if this town wasn't, well. If it wasn't what it is. But I also realize that some part of me - or about me - probably prompted and spurred me on. I know I hurt a lot of people and regardless of how much of it I could have prevented or not, I'm very, very sorry. About what happened and-- about what might be yet to come of it.

I'm sorry. Stay warm, everybody.
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[personal profile] howdull 2018-04-10 08:02 am (UTC)(link)
[He still thinks it's a waste of time.

But his long friendship with John has at least taught him something about what other humans need, ones not so focused on data and logic, and that's this sort of meaningless comfort.]


I doubt anyone could lose sight of the town's cruelties, but do as you wish.