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Flynn Carsen [The Librarian - Movieverse] ([personal profile] cahooted) wrote in [community profile] snowblindrpg2018-04-03 05:19 pm

[network] @librarian; video; Night 344 [open]

[So here goes. He can't say he's looking forward to this but then again people weren't looking forward to having parts of their soul ripped away from them either, were they.

Flynn's voice is quiet, maybe a bit rough around the edges and missing its usual, energetic touch, but firm.]


I, uh. Hi.

[Well, that's off to a great start already. He sighs.]

I once told one of my professors that all I wanted to do is learn. That it is what I'm good at, where I feel most like myself. I always thought learning is the greatest thing in the universe and I never would have thought that I could ever use it to...

[He stops for a moment, frowning.]

... I like to think that I would never have done any of this if things were... different and if this town wasn't, well. If it wasn't what it is. But I also realize that some part of me - or about me - probably prompted and spurred me on. I know I hurt a lot of people and regardless of how much of it I could have prevented or not, I'm very, very sorry. About what happened and-- about what might be yet to come of it.

I'm sorry. Stay warm, everybody.
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[personal profile] slapthelibrarian 2018-04-08 04:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ She's not really one to blurt out the first thing that comes to mind, or to blurt out her feelings without preamble, but- It's Flynn, and he's always had a very specific effect on her.

I miss you. I love you.

They're things she both knows and feels, but when it comes to actually saying them, she's not so good at that. ]


It's always good to see you.

[ I wish I could be with you right now, but I know why we're not together.

Nicole could kick herself for her sudden bout of reticence. Sometimes it's easy to be honest and open with Flynn; other times, it feels like a very determined cat has her by the tongue, to use the cliche. ]


I hope we get to join up again soon.

[ Well, at least that's the truth. ]