Flynn Carsen [The Librarian - Movieverse] (
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[network] @librarian; video; Night 344 [open]
[So here goes. He can't say he's looking forward to this but then again people weren't looking forward to having parts of their soul ripped away from them either, were they.
Flynn's voice is quiet, maybe a bit rough around the edges and missing its usual, energetic touch, but firm.]
I, uh. Hi.
[Well, that's off to a great start already. He sighs.]
I once told one of my professors that all I wanted to do is learn. That it is what I'm good at, where I feel most like myself. I always thought learning is the greatest thing in the universe and I never would have thought that I could ever use it to...
[He stops for a moment, frowning.]
... I like to think that I would never have done any of this if things were... different and if this town wasn't, well. If it wasn't what it is. But I also realize that some part of me - or about me - probably prompted and spurred me on. I know I hurt a lot of people and regardless of how much of it I could have prevented or not, I'm very, very sorry. About what happened and-- about what might be yet to come of it.
I'm sorry. Stay warm, everybody.
Flynn's voice is quiet, maybe a bit rough around the edges and missing its usual, energetic touch, but firm.]
I, uh. Hi.
[Well, that's off to a great start already. He sighs.]
I once told one of my professors that all I wanted to do is learn. That it is what I'm good at, where I feel most like myself. I always thought learning is the greatest thing in the universe and I never would have thought that I could ever use it to...
[He stops for a moment, frowning.]
... I like to think that I would never have done any of this if things were... different and if this town wasn't, well. If it wasn't what it is. But I also realize that some part of me - or about me - probably prompted and spurred me on. I know I hurt a lot of people and regardless of how much of it I could have prevented or not, I'm very, very sorry. About what happened and-- about what might be yet to come of it.
I'm sorry. Stay warm, everybody.
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[His eyes soften as he takes in her image, some of the tension in his shoulders easing.]
I'll be alright. It's... good to see you.
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I miss you. I love you.
They're things she both knows and feels, but when it comes to actually saying them, she's not so good at that. ]
It's always good to see you.
[ I wish I could be with you right now, but I know why we're not together.
Nicole could kick herself for her sudden bout of reticence. Sometimes it's easy to be honest and open with Flynn; other times, it feels like a very determined cat has her by the tongue, to use the cliche. ]
I hope we get to join up again soon.
[ Well, at least that's the truth. ]
-> private
So many layers.]
I hope so, too.
[There is a pause before he switches to private and when he does he allows a faint glint of amusement to light up his eyes.]
Still think we should spend a day at the clinic eventually.