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[personal profile] rubikscomplex 2017-10-02 06:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[House spares a brief thought to wonder why this guy would refer to himself as tang, but sap in tang gets the point across well enough for saccharine sweet. Still, it's weird and extremely specific.]

I know, I just wanted to say sorry. If I'm bad at apologies when I grow up, then I guess I stopped apologizing somewhere. Dad doesn't really like it when I do, anyway. He just tells me not to do things in the first place.

[And apologies never sway him when it comes to punishments, so House can envision a world where he'd just... give up on them.]

Thanks for telling me all this. I guess it won't matter too much when I get my memories back, but I'll try to remember it. And the offer. I can't say I'll take you up on it if I'm like you say, but you know?
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[personal profile] mrcreamsicles 2017-10-02 06:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[Seeing House talk like this pulls something painful in his chest. It's fucked up to see how much he's changed, and to infer from it how much he had to go through to become the bitter, prickly person he was as an adult, so wary of letting even a little of his guard down. He's kinder now and more open, still just a kid in his own mind, and he has enough of an idea of House's father to guess he didn't help even beyond a dislike for apologies.]

[He's still sorting out how to feel about Bro, and probably will be for a long while to come, but it reminds him still of himself.]


apology accepted
officially and for real even when you get your memories back so no take backsies
your dad was being a douche because everybody fucks up sometimes
and take it from the literal actual time traveler that you cant ever undo what already happened
maybe theres another timeline where something else went down or it got prevented or whatever else
but theres always going to be the one where it did
and the important thing is just to do better than that
to realize your mistake and go ok not going to do that again sorry guys i fucked up
and you dont always know whats going to go wrong from the outset
youre not a mind reader and you cant see the future because magic and psychics arent real where you come from
i was pretty pissed about things then because it felt like you were trying to dance around actually saying what you meant
but if this is the reason then i get it
so @ future house
if something happens again and you mess up ill take a straight apology so long as you mean it
i wont pull this bullshit your dad did
promise
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[personal profile] rubikscomplex 2017-10-03 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
[Again, it's something that seems to be meant more for his future self. House can appreciate the sentiment behind it, but mostly, he's a surprised and a little terrified for Davesprite. He's a grown man and his father isn't here, but if he heard the things this guy was saying... House doesn't like to imagine what might happen to him. It makes him shiver just thinking about it.]

Just be straight with you. I think I can manage that, even if I'm a jerk when I grow up.

I'll let you get back to talking to Winter. It seems like you guys have an important conversation going on. Talk to you later, bro.


[He closes out of the conversation quickly after the message, feeling embarrassed. 'Bro'? That's so lame. He'll have to come up with something better.]