[network] @quark; everything happens so much; Day 275 [open] [character death discussion]

[averytinyparticle]

stop

[He should say more. He needs to say more. Quark knows that that's true but he can't right now. Not this second. He doesn't have it in him. He doesn't have the words. He didn't even want to look at the Network but he couldn't ignore what he saw once he saw it. This is way, way too much to deal with all at once.]

Comments

@hotstud_xxx; text; private

[rubikscomplex]

what did you lose?

private;

[averytinyparticle]

hearing and speech
i thought maybe it was just my hearing but nothing recorded when i tried voice to text

private;

[rubikscomplex]

[At least he can talk. That's something.]

people's voices are annoying anyway
and who needs talk when you've got text?

where are you heading next?
i'm assuming you're completely healed

[House is going to breeze past the 'so you're probably traumatized by being murdered.' There are others who can handle that better.]

@whatisthis; audio

[godsspeed]

Quark. It's good to see you're back. I'm sorry that this is what you return to.

text;

[averytinyparticle]

i cant hear right now im sorry can you use text

[He uses voice to text to convert Castiel's response, of course, but it'll be easier to avoid that step in the future.]

im sorry too
i didnt mean to cause trouble

text;

[godsspeed]

Oh, sorry. None of this is your fault, though. Not any more than any of the rest of what's happening.

@PetertheGreat, audio

[zunesareawesome]

DUDE! YOU'RE ALIVE!

[Wait, what did he mean by stop?]

text;

[averytinyparticle]

yeah
also i cant hear can you use text sorry

you didnt fight anybody yet did you???

Permatext

[zunesareawesome]

oh dude Im so sorry

but YOUR ALIVEEEee this is great i was like AUGH but phew your okay

no I havent yet why

@magenta2; text

[himalayanyeti]

oh shit hi buddy

that was fast

howre you feeling

text;

[averytinyparticle]

terrible
but i have two eyes again so thats good

[Honesty!]

[himalayanyeti]

well youre doing better than i am eyeswise so theres that

have all your arms and legs and ears and whatnot though???

@totheark; text

[0thingsonmymind]

they donot
list en

text;

[averytinyparticle]

i know

[He's used to it. Adults have poor listening comprehension as it is but being a kid makes it even harder to get his points across.]

i gotta try anyway

text

[0thingsonmymind]

itwill not
work


but youcan keep
try ing

*This is giving support for trying to be the sane one in a town full of crazy/weird people.*

@user; voice to text

[cosmicwords]

Stop?

Are you referring the incident the other day?

text;

[averytinyparticle]

the fighting about what happened
i dont need to be avenged

@thebigc; text;

[onlytwothings]

[ Boy, does this kid have it rough. There's not very much that Wilson can personally do that would improve anything for him, but... ]

It's good to see you're back.

[ Yes, he's aware they hardly know each other, but still. ]

Do you need anything?

[ He's probably too far away to actually do anything, but he's going to ask regardless. ]

text;

[averytinyparticle]

no thank you doctor wilson
unless you know how to make my memories disappear

[This boy is definitely cursed. You're catching on.]

@LELRIC; audio

[armoured]

I'm sorry, Quark.

[It's not a very helpful thing to say, because he can't even finish it with the sentiment of being glad that he's back.]

That sort of thing shouldn't be something anyone has to experience.

[averytinyparticle]

thanks
im just gonna try to get over it fast so nobody has to be sad

[Aka an extremely unhealthy way of dealing with and expressing his emotional trauma but he isn't old enough to know much better. He just hates to see how upset everyone else was over what happened. Maybe it should make him feel more justified in his own upset, but instead it just makes him feel ashamed. Like he's responsible for all of the fallout.]

@Ecks | text

[ecks]

I am sorry

[averytinyparticle]

you dont have to apologize ecks
thank you for everything that you did
are you okay??

text @Enoch; Night 275 - sorry for late, had no idea where he was mentally to reply to this

[warriorscribe]

[Nothing like nearly dying of dehydration to bring the appetite back. Enoch hasn't checked the network, too busy gorging himself on bus stop snacks and sleeping from being overfull and thoroughly exhausted when he wasn't.

When he does finally check the network, late at night, he feels guilty for missing both this and the obituary that spawned it - though he'd stopped reading obituaries long before this, since Clayton's death.]

I'm sorry, Quark. I didn't see any of this while it was happening. How are you feeling now?

text; private

[averytinyparticle]

[Probably a moot point by now, but Quark decides he doesn't want everyone to be able to read this conversation, so he immediately slaps a private filter on his responses.]

thats okay
i feel terrible

but that isnt anybodys help