[This is something he's struggled with for a long time, the feeling that he should have fought harder, found something inside himself to rebel.]
Nobody wants to be turned into a tool for someone else's rage or someone else's ideals, but it happens. It can happen to anyone, it doesn't matter how strong you think you are. Next time it could be you, maybe it's already been you and you just got lucky that you didn't kill anyone, but it doesn't mean that you won't. Don't take your fear of not being strong enough and use it as an excuse for revenge.
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[This is something he's struggled with for a long time, the feeling that he should have fought harder, found something inside himself to rebel.]
Nobody wants to be turned into a tool for someone else's rage or someone else's ideals, but it happens. It can happen to anyone, it doesn't matter how strong you think you are. Next time it could be you, maybe it's already been you and you just got lucky that you didn't kill anyone, but it doesn't mean that you won't. Don't take your fear of not being strong enough and use it as an excuse for revenge.