[ His tone's a sharp warning and maybe at first it seems like the anger's back, that they're onto another argument. But Zack's eyes are on the closest doorway. It's one thing for them to have this conversation. It's one thing for him to think of that or Zell. Even Kunsel- because Kunsel went into SOLDIER knowing it might one day cost his life, too.
But Jim... If Jim were to hear this... Zack's frown doesn't dissipate as his gaze returns to his friend, his voice lowering to something quiet but firm. There's something different to his tone this time though. Something forlorn. Almost longing. ]
I don't want that for them and I don't want that for me either. And I'm not writing myself off either 'cause if that was the case, I would'a given up and let myself die here already. I haven't- at least not without purpose, but that sure as hell wasn't planned, you know? You really think I want it to be that way?
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[ His tone's a sharp warning and maybe at first it seems like the anger's back, that they're onto another argument. But Zack's eyes are on the closest doorway. It's one thing for them to have this conversation. It's one thing for him to think of that or Zell. Even Kunsel- because Kunsel went into SOLDIER knowing it might one day cost his life, too.
But Jim... If Jim were to hear this... Zack's frown doesn't dissipate as his gaze returns to his friend, his voice lowering to something quiet but firm. There's something different to his tone this time though. Something forlorn. Almost longing. ]
I don't want that for them and I don't want that for me either. And I'm not writing myself off either 'cause if that was the case, I would'a given up and let myself die here already. I haven't- at least not without purpose, but that sure as hell wasn't planned, you know? You really think I want it to be that way?