im more scared of what im capable of than i am with him, okay? puddin is complicated and so am i but ya dont gotta be an expert to know its fucked up. im fucked up. i get that but he aint if i didnt keep goin back i wouldnt be in trouble, or hurt like this. yeah maybe hes got hooks in me, or some sorta hold over me but i have one over him, too and no matter what i just keep on goin back so if anythin happens here n i go back to him i probably deserve it haha ill have broken the promise nyway
Re: (cw: partner abuse, mental health)
puddin is complicated
and so am i
but ya dont gotta be an expert to know its fucked up. im fucked up. i get that
but he aint
if i didnt keep goin back i wouldnt be in trouble, or hurt like this.
yeah maybe hes got hooks in me, or some sorta hold over me
but i have one over him, too
and no matter what i just keep on goin back
so
if anythin happens here n i go back to him
i probably deserve it haha
ill have broken the promise nyway