well yanno, he. i know puddin better than anyone and i aint scared of him im mad a lot of the time about what he did 2 my life and about what ive done when im with him its complicated i guess is what im sayin
i tried 2 kill him once but all he had to do was say he missed me and then i was just. back in love with him again so, it's my fault for bein like this. i willingly choose him, every single time, over anyone else because im a fucked up person
(cw: partner abuse, mental health)
i know puddin better than anyone and i aint scared of him
im mad a lot of the time about what he did 2 my life
and about what ive done when im with him
its complicated i guess is what im sayin
i tried 2 kill him once but all he had to do was say he missed me and then i was just. back in love with him again
so, it's my fault for bein like this. i willingly choose him, every single time, over anyone else
because im a fucked up person
a bad person
thanks for tryin to cheer me up, tho