[ He's not even sure why he wants to share or what this would do. How is anyone going to take what he's about to share? ]
I don't think I'll ever be good enough I wasn't the easiest kid growing up probably won't ever make her proud Hell, people didn't believe I would make SeeD. I don't even know if I made Seed. I can't even remember now. It's gone. I'm afraid of losing more memories. Afraid of losing him. I still see it in my dreams. That monster wrapping around him and both of them vanishing into the snow I can't I don't know how much longer I can keep going I can't do anything for anyone here
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I don't think I'll ever be good enough
I wasn't the easiest kid growing up
probably won't ever make her proud
Hell, people didn't believe I would make SeeD.
I don't even know if I made Seed.
I can't even remember now. It's gone.
I'm afraid of losing more memories.
Afraid of losing him. I still see it in my dreams. That monster wrapping around him and both of them vanishing into the snow
I can't
I don't know how much longer I can keep going
I can't do anything for anyone here