Well, if I ever figure it out, I'll let you know. Knowing how he changes his mind can only help us both. [He runs his fingers through his hair, which is getting a bit long again.] And I know I'm disappointing him. It's worse than him being angry, which is just stupid. [A small huff.]

But it's harder to get past disappointment than anger. I'm angry at Sherlock a hell of a lot. He's only disappointed me a few times. I remember those times a lot better... and some of them still hurt.