[network] @featherydouche; postmortem; day 181 [open]

[mrcreamsicles]

so who else died last night
excuse me
"died"
because when i woke up i sure didnt look it
not even a scratch
right back where i started before everything went weird too
same with the people i was with from what i could tell before i left

also you people with the prophet eyes
do you still want to murder us or what

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[mrcreamsicles]

are you saying you did that on purpose
that you still had that much control over yourself

[spoileralert]

Yes I did it on purpose okay

[ She is pretty upset about how things turned out, even if she didn't kill anyone. ]

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[mrcreamsicles]

[And swapping over to private. He's had to do that a couple times, and he won't be surprised if he keeps having to do so for others. But this is emotional shit, and it deserves some respect.]

im not digging at you for it
im saying that if you had to do it like that then it was probably the better idea
for as much as that has any worth when were talking about imposed murderous urges

side question are your eyes back to normal

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[spoileralert]

I'm pretty fucking freaked out right now

But yes my eyes are back to normal

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[mrcreamsicles]

yeah
im
i dont know
i dont think its sunk in yet

im asking people since some of us still have ours
mine are still glowing
who knows what that means for the long run

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[spoileralert]

I'm sorry
Please, please be careful
If anything else happens
Just fight back okay

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[mrcreamsicles]

no

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[spoileralert]

what do you mean no

You're no use to us dead

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[mrcreamsicles]

im not saying i want to die because i dont
dying fucking sucks and its happened twice to me now in ways i dont want to repeat
but i just
dont want to fight anyone
i can run or struggle and try to get away
but if its a person im facing down against i just cant
not with this

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[spoileralert]

that's fine
That's good enough

Just don't hold back because it's people you care about hunting you down

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[mrcreamsicles]

steph

no

[It's hard to find the words he wants to say to this.]

i got killed by the only friend i have from my world
i tried to tell her to stop and push her off but what else was i supposed to do

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[spoileralert]

run like hell
Do whatever you have to do to survive

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[mrcreamsicles]

i couldnt fucking run when she popped out of nowhere and tackled me into the ground
i was trying to get her off me
what do you even think happened
do you think i just rolled over and said yeah girl go for it just gut me right here
i was trying to make her stop

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[spoileralert]

Neither of us can change what's already happened. I'm just saying don't let your guard down.


We can't be trusted anymore.

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[mrcreamsicles]

jesus

im hanging up

[Or whatever the appropriate equivalent is on a text post where he's still going to be talking to other people. He just can't handle this kind of breakdown from her right now.]

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[spoileralert]

[ Steph can't really handle it either, so she lets him go. ]