*What does he get out of it? He's not really sure what the answer to that was. He knows its a thing that needs to be done, that Alex deserves nothing less than death, but he never considered if he got anything out of it.
He's not sure its important. The act was what mattered, after all.*

?

*That's the only reply he manages, though, as the coughing continunes. He puts the tablet down and digs a bottle of pills out of his pocket.*