[For the longest time, longer than anyone here has been alive (as far as he knows), he's been the only one capable of doing anything, whether he likes it or not. He's used to taking action now, and even if he sometimes remembers he can leave something to someone else, immediate danger is not and probably never will be one of those times.]
If something happened, I would never be able to forgive myself.
[...Never mind that he would blame himself anyway regardless of his participation or lack thereof - but at least he is right, it would be much worse if he sat and hoped everyone got inside safely.]
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[For the longest time, longer than anyone here has been alive (as far as he knows), he's been the only one capable of doing anything, whether he likes it or not. He's used to taking action now, and even if he sometimes remembers he can leave something to someone else, immediate danger is not and probably never will be one of those times.]
If something happened, I would never be able to forgive myself.
[...Never mind that he would blame himself anyway regardless of his participation or lack thereof - but at least he is right, it would be much worse if he sat and hoped everyone got inside safely.]