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Flynn Carsen [The Librarian - Movieverse] ([personal profile] cahooted) wrote in [community profile] snowblindrpg 2018-03-24 03:26 pm (UTC)

ota; cw throwing up

A.

The paralysis takes its usual time but there's nothing usual about it. Flynn is trapped in his body in the wake of a dawning realization, horror washing over him when his mind snaps back into lucidity. Part of him wishes this would take longer, wishes he could just lie here forever, because he is unprepared for what comes after, to face what has happened, what he has done.

The memory of taking, taking so much from so many people; providing others a platform to take even more; the sick sense of accomplishment it brought, of helping, of finally doing something right--

Hurting people. Hurting his friends. Coming here to help Peter, to try and make him feel better, to be there for him and now...

I'm not feeling great, Flynn.

- and Peter gasping in pain -

I know you think you're helping, Flynn, but you need to fight this.

- and Peter giving him his blood and it's important and he needs more -

It's like a weird burning? But like... loss?

Flynn, are - are you aware of what you're doing to me right now?


When he can finally move he rolls over with a gasp, half-crawling, half-stumbling over to the bathroom, barely making it to the toilet before he throws up. Afterwards, he stands hunched over the sink, clinging to the rim and letting the cold water run over the back of his head. It's freezing and hurts his skull but he stands, breathing heavily into the trickles running down his face, as if waiting for the memories to wash away.



B.

He's packing his things quickly, quietly. The movements are wild, frantic, his face pale and upset while he stuffs everything into his bags carelessly, not even taking the usual time to find the most efficient way to store things.

The only impulse right now is to run.

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