No - [she struggles to articulate an utterly alien experience.] It seemed as though - when I was there, it seemed as though I had never left, but more, because I remembered nothing - now I remember the way I spent those two months in Serindia, but also the way I spent them in Norfinbury, all at the same time. Heaven, it rattles my head! It feels almost like, like there were two of me all that time.