rubikscomplex: (cane | looking down)
Gregory House, MD ([personal profile] rubikscomplex) wrote in [community profile] snowblindrpg 2017-12-30 06:52 pm (UTC)

private (cw: mentions of drugs, self-harm, suicide)

[He shouldn't type the words that rise to his mind next. Will is in Hannibal's thrall. He might be marginally less dangerous, but that doesn't make him harmless, particularly not when there's the chance that Hannibal might be able to use him, might get him to talk. This is something he hasn't been able to tell many people, though. It's... shame? That's not a feeling House legitimately feels often. He'd do a hell of a lot less if he did.

The problem with only pretending to be a sociopath is that he can only half-flip the switch on his emotions and conscience to off. Will isn't one to judge, though. I makes him annoyingly easy to talk to... like Wilson.]


it's not always the clinical analysis
i interrogate my patients
their families
everybody lies
everybody has a reason to lie

you'd be surprised, some of the crap that comes out with normal people when they're dying
or maybe not
drugs, self-harm, being adopted, being somewhere they shouldn't've been
sex
sex's usually one of the big ones
it's amazing the diseases you can get from sex

a lot of the time whatever it is they're lying about is relevant to the medicine
a lot of the time it's not
but it's still the truth
it's part of the puzzle
it's not always easy to wash off what you find
when you go looking under every stone, i guess


[His mind is on Moriarty, the wife, the dream of sitting in her car with her, garage door closed as the motor runs and darkness seeps into the edges of his vision.]

i've had experiences like you
self-hypnosis
extreme empathy
dreams
whatever you wanna call it
just once, really
but one of the last things i remember from home is sitting in a car
choking on carbon monoxide poisoning
because i found out my husband was cheating on me
in the course of my doctor's diagnosis
and i got that from a guy i barely remembered walking into my office and shooting me
it was really freaking weird

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