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Will Graham ([personal profile] ex_this_ismydesign36) wrote in [community profile] snowblindrpg2017-10-27 04:27 pm

Video; Day 295

[ If you're going to jump in the deep end, might as well go full monty.

After weeks of texts, rare audio and even rarer video, Will is voluntarily instigating a public video communication, and he's not here to observe social niceties. ]


All of you currently howling for House's head, threatening to murder him or otherwise getting up on your high horses, stop and take a look at your foundations. Because they are fundamentally flawed and risk crumbling out from under you.

I've spent hours and hours reading about this place, reading up on all that's come before and I get the sense that some perspective has been lost. These experiments, despite being repellent, painful and emotionally traumatic as they have been, for all of you, have almost always yielded results, that have guided you forward and provided context for our circumstances here.

[ He pauses for a moment to give his words a moment to sink in. ]

If you -collectively- start to take the position of playing God, judge, jury and executioner against the people who consent to perform and participate in these experiments, whether it be through some misguided sense of morals or personal feeling, you risk shutting down the one and only source of information that you control in this place.

Think about that for a moment. You will be voluntarily giving up the last vestiges of agency in this place.

[ Again, he took a moment to lower his eyes, giving himself a break from the camera and a breath as he gathered his words and continued. ]

It is all too easy to cling to our morals in the belief that they give us agency over our lives. But in this instance, that agency is an illusion. Worse it is a luxury that we cannot afford.

This place challenges our very moral fiber, and I understand that some of you are hanging on to what you imagine is your core self by the skin of your teeth. Believe me, I understand how that feels. I understand how frightening it is to feel yourself sliding beneath the water, afraid to breath in what comes next and the instinct to struggle against it.

[ Boy does he understand that struggle and what it means to lose and be changed. ]

But if you're struggling against one another, you're struggling against the wrong threat and you're at risk of losing sight of an important fact.

[ Another pause, this time he reaches up and plucks his glasses off his face with one hand, rubbing his eyes with his knuckles of that same hand, before replacing the glasses. ]

The morals of this town changed, irrevocably when those missiles dropped and I suspect that they had changed long before then.

@Admin or whoever is listening - Tell me I'm wrong.

Tell me that the morals of this town hadn't taken on a life of their own before the missiles dropped. And tell me that if we stop pursuing the information gleaned from these barbaric experiments, that we won't become irrelevant and the plug pulled on this session?

[ He doesn't expect a response. It's a bit of theater, but also used to push across his point. ]

Some of you want House' dead for what he did with Sherlock Holmes. But a murder simply to -what- assuage a sense of injustice, how is that death anything but pointless? This entire place is an injustice, and murdering one another with no purpose truly is an abomination against any agency we might have.

However, you give me an appropriate experiment to be executed along with his murder and I'll bring him to you; hell I'll do it myself if it would be easier.

[ He may be weathering a shitty look from House but if that's the case, Will's ignoring it. ]

Otherwise, knock it off. We don't have time for our own hysterical nonsense.
termineur: (Brand New Day)

@godsend, video

[personal profile] termineur 2017-10-27 09:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Gabriel looks more exhausted than usual, but there's also a smile on his face. Will's earned his respect very quickly. ]

Wow. You said it better than I could. Don't think it's going to convince anyone new, but it's always worth a try.
rubikscomplex: (annoyed | go away)

action

[personal profile] rubikscomplex 2017-10-27 09:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[House isn't terribly pleased with Will getting him drunk and extracting the information he wanted so he could do this. It was clever. He can't fault the man for that, but he's annoyed with himself that he fell for it. And he's irritable in general from the withdrawal. He's barely kept down the light breakfast he had this morning and just the thought of eating dinner makes his stomach turn. When Will finishes his spiel, House pipes up.]

I'm already on my way to an interesting experiment, Graham Cracker. I don't need help. Or is that part just to get the bloodhounds off my back?
0thingsonmymind: (Glowing)

@totheark; text

[personal profile] 0thingsonmymind 2017-10-27 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
they donot
list en


*It'd be nice if they did, though.*
jumpthegun: (angry | killer)

@jwatson; audio [cw: discussion of suicide/depression]

[personal profile] jumpthegun 2017-10-27 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[And here's one of the people who's here to rain on your pragmatism parade. John can appreciate this sentiment to a point--he would prefer people not run off and murder House--but Will is taking it much too far. His tone is very unamused.]

So, you're advocating we condone desperate and depressed people committing suicide multiple times to get at answers that aren't even worth it? This experiment House and Sherlock did... there's nothing useful about it. It's just horrifying. None of the answers people have sacrificed themselves for have been worth it. Because some of them don't come back, Mr. Graham.

And if you try to drag someone off to be murdered and experimented on, I swear to god, I will do every single thing in my power to stop you.
0thingsonmymind: (I have what you need)

[personal profile] 0thingsonmymind 2017-10-27 10:01 pm (UTC)(link)
thereare
too ma ny
who want itto be
n i c e

more thanthey want
ans wers
out
0thingsonmymind: (Glitches)

@totheark; text

[personal profile] 0thingsonmymind 2017-10-27 10:05 pm (UTC)(link)
thatis not
true

weknow that
na no ma ch in es
host
s e l f
not body

we know a bout
mo rgue mon st er
himalayanyeti: (♤ and when it's over)

@magenta2; audio

[personal profile] himalayanyeti 2017-10-27 10:09 pm (UTC)(link)
...Mm, here's the thing. I hear you, and you have some kind of point, probably, but I really hate House. If he doesn't come back from bein', say, strangled with his own scarf, just to name one of the many ways he could possibly die, that's fine. If he does--which, um, we all do, if you haven't noticed--nothin' to lose. It's a personal thing. Might cool a lot of people off.

We've got feelings 'n shit, believe it or not.
0thingsonmymind: (Dark)

[personal profile] 0thingsonmymind 2017-10-27 10:10 pm (UTC)(link)
itis not help ing
here

ifwe want to
r e a c h
the end ofthe
spiral
we must do
any thing every thing
0thingsonmymind: (Glitches)

[personal profile] 0thingsonmymind 2017-10-27 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
they havenot
yet


*It seemed like perhaps some didn't even after years and years. Or whatever just happened with that.*

if it doesnot
achi eve
any thing
itis use less un need ed

but for
an sw er s
it m i g h t be
himalayanyeti: (♤ we were riding side by side)

[personal profile] himalayanyeti 2017-10-27 10:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Right, then! You know, if I didn't know better, I would say on the contents of this message alone that you're some kind of heartless lizard person. Ain't sayin' it's smart, but unless you want the folks who actually cared about that fucker to stew in their shit 'til House dies, I would say killin' him is the way to go.

Then again, this is how I make my money. Maybe I'm a bit biased.
jumpthegun: (angry | listen to me)

[personal profile] jumpthegun 2017-10-27 10:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[Okay, the nanomachines... but that doesn't matter, not as much as Sherlock's life.]

That's not even why he was doing the damn experiment. It was a bloody failure. He was trying to... raise one of the original residents. It didn't work.

[And John had fallen for it, letting his friend run off merrily to be murdered.]
0thingsonmymind: (Default)

[personal profile] 0thingsonmymind 2017-10-27 10:24 pm (UTC)(link)
even if itis not the
in tend ed re sul t
any ans wers are
use ful


itwas
his c h o i c e
you cannot
con trol
u s
jumpthegun: (angry | hands up)

[cw: discussion of suicide/depression]

[personal profile] jumpthegun 2017-10-27 10:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes. That is my official diagnosis for every bloody person who runs straight into something knowing for certain they're going to die. There's a difference between taking a risk and committing suicide. These experiments? Some of them are risks. A lot of them are straight suicide in new and interesting ways.

And we've already known they were mucking about with our perceptions. That's nothing new.

[As with Brian, John can legitimately see the point of this particular experiment from Sherlock and House, but he doesn't agree with it. Not when Sherlock died.]
jumpthegun: (angry | this close)

[cw: discussion of suicide/depression]

[personal profile] jumpthegun 2017-10-27 10:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Do not patronize me, Mr. Graham. Willfully killing yourself is suicide. Mentally healthy people don't commit suicide.
0thingsonmymind: (Default)

[personal profile] 0thingsonmymind 2017-10-27 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
youshould not letit
s t o p
you from
sear chi ng

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