[A part of him - a big part, if he's honest with himself - wouldn't really be able to be mad at Royce if he did try to off himself. It's not like Alfie hasn't thought about it plenty of times before. And while hearing that he wouldn't should be a relief to hear, the way Royce says it sounds so hopeless. He won't do it, but only because it would be pointless.
He brings Royce's hand up and kisses the back of it, saying nothing.]
cw: suicide reference
He brings Royce's hand up and kisses the back of it, saying nothing.]