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i cant hold you accountable when you havent done it at this point in your life
and we already made up so im not really looking for apology number whatever
i dont know how much i should be saying right now
you dont really like to talk much about why you are the way you are when youre older
but ill put it like this
i know how much it sucks to wake up in a weird body that looks nothing like you think it should
and to be told about all this crazy terrible shit that happened that you arent even close to remembering
and then how much it sucks to wake up and remember it all again and see how much everything has changed
youre going to have a lot more to remember than i did too
if you want to tell me then that theres too much sap in this tang or whatever go ahead
but if you actually do decide you want to talk about any of it then
my inbox is open