you know that brings up another thing they kept doing things like that now and then even before the brainwashing started to crack some of them brought tablets down and offered them america gave me mine surprisingly easy i pretended like i was all loyal to the prophet and everything just to make sure but he didnt grill me about it even a little even later nobody even tried to take it from me later some of them gave us injections and they were still full loyal convert mode then so i couldnt trust it i got two of them one that took away my hunger for a while and another for pain i kept expecting something bad to happen from it but i dont know if it did unless it was how out of it we got but i dont know how much of that was from being injured and hungry and sleep deprived versus outside stuff there could have been something in the food they made us eat but fuck
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you know
that brings up another thing
they kept doing things like that now and then even before the brainwashing started to crack
some of them brought tablets down and offered them
america gave me mine surprisingly easy
i pretended like i was all loyal to the prophet and everything just to make sure but he didnt grill me about it even a little
even later nobody even tried to take it from me
later some of them gave us injections
and they were still full loyal convert mode then so i couldnt trust it
i got two of them
one that took away my hunger for a while and another for pain
i kept expecting something bad to happen from it but
i dont know if it did
unless it was how out of it we got but i dont know how much of that was from being injured and hungry and sleep deprived versus outside stuff
there could have been something in the food they made us eat but
fuck