He cuts himself off pretty abruptly, mouth snapping shut with a conflicted grimace as he rubs his hand over his features. No, he's not trying to deflect, but-- what the hell is he trying to say here? He shouldn't care. But he does. But it's not so simple that he can just outright say that.
"I already told you, watching someone sit and wait to die for stupid reasons isn't okay. And whether you agree or not, this shit is more important when it's--" There's a break, mouth half open and his hand gesturing sharply through empty air as he struggles to find words. "--when it's already-- you know, something you know is hard enough. When you're trying to be something... just... better than that."
Like Clint. Not like him. It's hard not to feel more than a little envy for him.]
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He cuts himself off pretty abruptly, mouth snapping shut with a conflicted grimace as he rubs his hand over his features. No, he's not trying to deflect, but-- what the hell is he trying to say here? He shouldn't care. But he does. But it's not so simple that he can just outright say that.
"I already told you, watching someone sit and wait to die for stupid reasons isn't okay. And whether you agree or not, this shit is more important when it's--" There's a break, mouth half open and his hand gesturing sharply through empty air as he struggles to find words. "--when it's already-- you know, something you know is hard enough. When you're trying to be something... just... better than that."
Like Clint. Not like him. It's hard not to feel more than a little envy for him.]