I guess there is also a purpose here, but it's all so... [She waves a hand in the air before running it through her hair, at a loss for words.] vague? Unsettling? None of it makes any sense? Who knows.

[She doesn't mean to let her panic rise up to the surface; she'd been doing a god job keeping it under control. But that's what gets her, too - the fact that they seem to have no control whatsoever, here. Pawns in some game.]