Killing Luna and Quark isn't going to pass. Killing Stein isn't going to pass. [He wants to let his voice hitch, to feel tears burning his eyes. Anything.] I know we have to keep going. I know. I know I'm a hypocrite, but it feels like this is different. Bad timing, luck... but I was the only one that did this. I'm terrified I'll hurt anyone who can't fight back. It's people like Quark and Ecks who need me, though. How can I be around patients when I might snap and kill them?
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