I care about him a lot. I want to... I don't wanna disappoint him, y'know? But we're different people. He knew the sort of man I was when we agreed to be allies, just like I knew the sort of man he was. There are things we aren't gonna agree on, and he just... pushes. I'll bend most ways, but that's not one I can do. I can't think the way he wants me to think.
[The doctor shakes his head.]
Maybe it makes me a disgusting coward. I know I'm not a good man--a good man wouldn't want to do the things I think about doing. I'd be a worse one if I did what he wants me to do for the reasons he wants me to do them. If that's where he draws the line, and we can't move past it, then that's what it'll have to be. I care about him, but I'm not breaking myself for him. I'll always work with him and try to help him where I can. He can do as he likes past that.
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I care about him a lot. I want to... I don't wanna disappoint him, y'know? But we're different people. He knew the sort of man I was when we agreed to be allies, just like I knew the sort of man he was. There are things we aren't gonna agree on, and he just... pushes. I'll bend most ways, but that's not one I can do. I can't think the way he wants me to think.
[The doctor shakes his head.]
Maybe it makes me a disgusting coward. I know I'm not a good man--a good man wouldn't want to do the things I think about doing. I'd be a worse one if I did what he wants me to do for the reasons he wants me to do them. If that's where he draws the line, and we can't move past it, then that's what it'll have to be. I care about him, but I'm not breaking myself for him. I'll always work with him and try to help him where I can. He can do as he likes past that.